Losing love

So much for new beginnings. So much for let’s see how this goes. It didn’t. It got stuck in the first 3 pages of a chapter that didn’t even have a chance to begin being intriguing. We lost it. I don’t get it.
How can you lose something you didn’t even to have?

You know what it's funny.

It never seemed right. From the very freakin' start everything new I would discover in you I'd find it annoying. And apparently you're the freakin' same as the guy before you. Just a little older, not even a freakin' bit wiser. Just an eternal kid. You're funny though. But feeling ignored isn't. And this is pretty much the way I feel.w