letter no.5

Hey there!
There is nothing that I must forgive you! But I can't let go! I am still thinking of you! I don't think I miss you! But I guess I would like to know how you're doing. Are you happy? I don't know if I am! Not because of you! Perhaps I don't try enough! But you know: sometimes I am tired of even trying! I'm a little weak! A little childish! Maybe a little more! Just myself! Still myself! And you? How about your life? Is it anything that you wish you hadn't done? Anything you'd like to change? As for me, maybe most of it! Too many wrong choices! You're not one of them! Perhaps I didn't do wrong choices! In the end they turned out to be right experiences! I hope I have learned from them! And if I didn't, those experiences will come back haunting me, 'till I learn! Never step back from anything! I do it all the time! It's not a good feeling!
P.S. I am invisibile to you, you're not invisible to me!!! :)
Lin